Alter-ego pt. 2 : The loner

Sometimes, at work, or sometimes at school, I felt like I am inside the dark box, without anyone around, in front of the computer, talking to my "other self". I tried to get out of that box and sometimes, I failed, but sometimes I succeed. I felt lost like I am the only one living in the world. I felt this kind of experience since I was still in grade school and I just ignore it. But even if it is irritating to be a loner at work or at school, I don't care. Whenever I become a loner, I feel unique, I feel powerful, and I feel like, I am special. I would rather say "I am my own world" or "I am my own team" than to rely on others, revealing my weakness.